Where am I I wandered upstate rising up Evaporating out of my life Even when I'm closest to you You're a prism and I just pass right through To a peaceful plain Calm wind in the grain Still this hive is churning out again its Doom Its doom Its doom Its doom I shed my skin all over again All my memories and All they represent They hug me like a hurricane wheel Exploring every inch of me Hug me like I'm doomed I'm doomed I'm doomed I'm doomed Oh light like this gets stuck in my eyelashes And I'm cocooned in my own doubt and fear I calm myself I console myself But I can't hold myself Cuz I can't slow myself And I can't show myself Cuz I don't know, myself Maybe its just that I've outgrown myself I'm doomed I'm doomed I'm doomed I'm doomed I'm doomed I'm doomed I'm