When I think I fuck up When I think I fuck up I wish you could see me now Everyone here shuts me down You're so far behind the glass And everyone gathers as I am shattered And cry my eyes out When I speak you hate me And i definitely despise the Past who brings me tears To drown and cut my ears And there's no sunflower feeling There's no sunflower feeling I shiver just to scream Out loud Well I don't wanna face this I don't wanna face this And the past always hates me The past always hates me And I'm swearing at my screen There's no sunflower feeling No sunflower feeling There's no such feeling The past puts me deep into the ground When you laugh I cry to When you laugh I hide because of things we do And I never forget things I'm always here and I read so much in your mind You still not revocer I still not recover from last time And I always cry I don't wanna face this 'Cause I don't wanne face this The past always hates me The past always hates me And I'm screaming at the ground The past always hates me The past always hates me And I'm screaming at ground I wish you could see me now Tears all roll down The tears all roll down The tears all roll down And I'm drowning in my mind There's no sunflower There's no sunflower It all reminds me of the things you've down There's no sunflower There's no sunflower And I am broken Until I die