I do not want to breathe I'm drowning in the open sea This red dawn has me condemned to be But I dit not decide to be here The world alienates I don't seem to find my place Every day, well it feels the same In apathy I lie and evacuate The flames are all around This nothingness is too profound My transience burns me to my ashes I think I finally found out what rage is The world alienates I don't seem to find my place Well, everyday it feels the same In apathy I lie and evacuate And we're all Caught up in a system that kills our soul We don't, we don't, we don't have a place to grow I can't find myself if I don't get help at all How do we refine ourselves if we don't get help at all No one shows, no one shows affection We're all to busy with perfection It's a post-post-modern disconnection And I wait for the fall, I wait for the fall Again Existence is the burden I don't consent I cannot bear this world so I descend You blame me but do you really understand? That I'm not here to just pretend No I'm not here to reach the end