Born in the spring, I've always needed Something to feel new And come to think of it now, so did you Maybe that explains this fascination with death Or a lack of ammunition "It wasn't me", I heard you say "The cross protects you from the shame" That comes along with living in the kind of world Where boys can only kiss the girls Excuse me, sir, do you have a light? I know that I can be dark But that's what makes us brighter than the rest Who'd think a weight like this could make you feel blessed? Or a lack of seratonin That shakes your brain Till nothing's left to rearrange Folks start looking at you strange Stoned by noon you fade away Into the place that doesn't feel Nothing to hide, nothing to steal Not bittersweet, the taste of living An impossible dream But we both know your future wasn't with me Long before your body betrayed you Royalty, through the streamers and the beams They tied you up and called you queen Passed out in a bathroom stall You still looked better than them all I kissed your head and walked away Watched the castle dance in flames I kissed your head and walked away Watched the castle dance in flames