I should be working harder
I could be staying late
I would gotten farther
But something makes me hesitate
I should be eating better
I could lost some weight
I would have had more kale
But now there's french fries on my plate
Why can't I just let myself be?
What does that say about me?
Shoulda, Coulda, Wouldas
Keep on keeping me up
All these expectations aren't filling me up
They're messing with my mind
Oh I just can't hide, I'm terrified
I should be getting out more
I could be on the map
I would've found somebody
But now i'm stuck home on these apps
I should save for my future
I could have bought less crap
I would've split the Uber
But my credit card has hit its cap
Why can't I just let myself be?
What does that say about me?
Shoulda, coulda, wouldas
Keep on keeping me up
All these expectations aren't filling me up
They're messing with my mind
Oh I just can't hide, I'm terrified
Shoulda, coulda, woulda,
But i'm giving you up
All the overthinking, now i'm making it stop
You can't mess with my mind
There's no need to try, I'm satisfied
I shouldn't sleep in til 10
I shouldn't be a bad friend
I never mean to offend
I couldn't pick up the phone
I couldn't leave it alone
I need to be on my own
I wouldn't be as strung out
I wouldn't have all this doubt
Cause that's what life is about
I should've straightened my hair
I could have tried not to care
I would've learned something
Shoulda, coulda, wouldas
Keep on keeping me up
All these expectations aren't filling me up
They're messing with my mind
Oh I just can't hide, I'm terrified
Shoulda, coulda, woulda,
But i'm giving you up
All the overthinking, now i'm making it stop
You can't mess with my mind
There's no need to try, I'm satisfied