Writing this letter, I've been thinking of where to begin In and out and I'll breathe in the oxygen In and out, yeah I'll start thinking for myself again Anxiety, drips over and under me but I can't breathe Will I be alright? Or will this be the reason I can't sleep at night? I just keep fighting it's all I have I've got this feeling, that it won't be enough again I'll write these letters, addressed to the past I know you won't read them but it's the way these things last And we can sleep in the shade, bask in the glory of a rainy parade I swear I'll try and never let you down But still you've got me all figured out I'll fade away, you'll stare through me A well composed transparency I just keep fighting it's all I have I've got this feeling, that it won't be enough again Cause i'm a crystal bouquet, yeah I'm a gift to behold But you just can't be bothered, no; you're more into gold And I can't make up for all the things that I lack So I'll just have to figure it out In and out and I'll breathe in the oxygen In and out, yeah I'll start thinking for myself again Anxiety, drips over and under me but I can't breathe Will I be alright? Or will this be the reason I can't sleep at night? So just let go, I swear I might I'm sick of the words I can't seem to get right This hollow example of what I'll never be A well composed transparency