Everything changed in an instant And I'm still not sure why I marked my place on the map Held out my heart to the sky And there's nothing worth noting No accomplishments made I'm always dreaming of leaving Then wishing I stayed It might be the fever, I haven't felt right in days Reflecting myself in the worst kind of ways And so I'll write myself off I hope I cut through the noise Cause these are the feelings I've tried to avoid Still I'm drowning in doubt I hope I figure it out, I know I'll figure it out And so I'll drown in this doubt But I swear this sinking feeling won't get the best of me