Don't know if I am sober now
Hopes high on the ceiling, my head on the ground
'Cause I fell in too deep, the endless void inside of me
Alone and stranded in the middle
I'm barely breathing
A lonely speck, a broken wreck
Embraced the worst yet aspiring the best
I'd climb down with all that's left
But you're trapped inside my head
Like a match I'm burning out
I've taken all the beating, just waiting for another round
'Cause I fell in too deep, the lifeless voice inside of me
The strangest face I've seen is in the mirror
I'm barely holding on
As memories fade, I'm rewarded with a chain
That conceals the thoughts, running through my brain
It only pours when it rains
When everything comes undone, will I remember how I've even begun?
I'm tired of always chasing
My vision is slowly fading
The loneliness I felt was so real when you're not around
A lonely speck, a broken wreck
The hardest part is to forget
With the lights still on
It feels good to be fond by someone the promised me the dawn
I thought I was free when you told me to flee
Was too numb to taste the grief
The canvas of day dream torn piece by piece
Capsized in a blind belief
Time becomes the lake, like a mirror
When everything comes undone, will I remember how I've even begun?
I'm tired of always chasing
My vision is slowly fading
The loneliness I felt was so real when you're not around