How many gotta die
For you to live
Why we gotta throw it all away, for you to give
And
It only took a second... for you to neva breathe
It's gonna take a lifetime to get rid of that memory
How much time gotta pass before I wonder when
The next funeral comin up for another friend
Feel like I'm inna nightmare prayin for betta dreams
I just want you right there sittin next to me
I can hear u laugh, I envision ya smile
When the good times come... I still pick up and dial
I wanna hear your voice, say that you miss me too
Say its gonna be ok, and you gon' help to get me through
It's what you always did,
Remember when we all was kids
Jumpin in the river for Christopher, when he fallin in
We always saw you takin care of everybody else
Somewhere down the line u must've missed takin care of urself
Body like a cemetery
Tattooed obituaries
Pain is gonna heal
Its a burden that I get to carry
I Made it through
So much I wanna Say to you
I gotta Live my Life when
I know that You ain't able to
And I don't wanna see another one gone
Imma hideaway under the covers of a song
I don't wanna see another one gone
Imma hideaway under the covers of a song
Life can be cruel sometimes
I try not to lose my mind
Yea yea
It hurts because I feel like I'm all alone
The voices that I miss, hearin on the phone
All the little things that I should've said
Stuck in my head
Stuck in my head
Stuck in my head
Stuck in my head
I feel myself in isolation, despite the faces
I won't ever see again... that mighta made it
So many that gotta shot. only a couple gonna take it
The ones that do. only know em onna first name basis
That's ok wit me, it's all i really need to know
The rain has gotta come, the only way the seed'll grow
Its only planted... won't come with all the answers
Gotta make it through the storm, for the tree to get its branches
I'm reachin out for you hopin that i can getta grip
You're always there, but my memory is hit or miss
I see you in my dreams but i could never touch ya hand
I pray at night, for the help so i could understand
You're gone... now i gotta live wit out you
It aint gonna be that easy. Matter fact it's prolly doubtful
I cut so i can bleed so i can know It's not a dream
This aint how i wanted it, but this is how its gotta be
Life can be cruel sometimes
I try not to lose my mind
Yea yea
It hurts because I feel like I'm all alone
The voices that I miss, hearin on the phone
All the little things that I should've said
Stuck in my head
Stuck in my head
Stuck in my head
Stuck in my head
Life can be cruel sometimes