And now I really don't care no more Things never go the way they should It's not sad but it's not okay I turned in to what I am As if nothing else could hurt me And everything I wanted too And in a land with a thousand seasides, I never really learned to swim at all I really wanted to And when the music comes over their houses And I thought And now I really don't care no more Efforts never made a change here And high hopes made it worse And I turned into what I am As If nothing else could reach me And in a house with a thousand windows And if I only knew why I was drawn to this It is sad and I'm not okay And when the music comes over the houses Sadness never was a choice here