How many times do I have to try?
How many times have I failed?
To prove I deserve my place in life
To myself and everyone else
Suffering is the solace I found
My pain has kept me spellbound
But death won't take me
God can't erase me
And you won't break me down
You won't
Bend or break me
You won't
Bend or break me down
Absolute terror
My ultimate fear
Exposing my weakness to those I hold dear
6 million ways to die choose one
Swarming inside my head
Cloaked in darkness, blinded by death
Kissing the scars I kept
How am I supposed to feel human?
How am I supposed to relate?
When I can't even look you in the eyes
Walls I build obscure your face
The Angel of the death
The goddess of unhappiness
Can't scratch the phantom itch
Can't run from life the bitch
Do I deserve your love?
Am I even good enough?
Absolute terror
My ultimate fear