At night is when my soul feels heavy, heavy And I can't feel my pulse underneath my own bones You're worried that you won't make it And your music won't matter in the end Oh it's soul breaking Tried to wish away the old me, old me Forget the people who would hold me, hold me Now I'm stuck in this half life, full time And I don't know what to do Don't know what to do I been stuck in this half life, full time And I don't know what to do Don't know what to do At night is when my heart races Oh you get under my skin I'm breathing in thunder, my hands are on fire I, I might bum my bedroom down So I don't play with matches I sabotage attachments yeah I got my own reasons I'm in my own way, way yeah Tried to wish away the old me, old me Forget the people who would hold me, hold me Now I'm stuck in this half life, full time And I don't know what to do Don't know what to do I been stuck in this half life, full time And I don't know what to do Don't know what to do (Don't know what)