I was diagnosed with leukemia in 2005. That's something a lot of my fans know. In the years that followed, As I kind of got back to work and I would be interviewed a lot by different publications, This was the topic that really only, only... It seem like anybody ever really wanted to talk about, and I found myself like a little frustrated with that. And it wasn't something I really wanted to revisit at that point. You know, now, it's not as much of a thing for me. But at the time I sort of felt a little defiant, And this song I think you hear it in the lyric. It's like sort of this idea that like I haven't really Made my way to the other side of whatever this difficulty is Or this recovery is but I think the core sort of says, You know, "I don't need a witness to tell me I survived." It's this idea that I've, I know I've made it through this horrible thing But talking about it isn't necessarily making it, Making it any better and that's really where this came from.