I've been down too long Dragging this out And put it all down to shame I've been smothered in doubt And I've only got myself to blame Spending year unsure What I started this for I thought it was to get away And I question myself every other fucking day Cause I've been trying To find a way to begin Cause I know you been Yeah, I know you've been dying To get under my skin I was sure if I let it all out And put myself on the page I could get in your head And start to make room for change But now I see that it's really just me That cares what I've got to say And I question myself every other fucking day Cause I've been trying To find a way to begin Cause I know you been Yeah, I know you've been dying To get under my skin, yeah Wishing for someone else's life Instead of living mine I need a little time I've been wishing for someone else's life Instead of living mine I need a little time Cause I've been trying To find a way to begin, yeah Cause I know you been Yeah, I know you've been dying To get under my skin, yeah