I, I can't speak 'Cause I've been deep inside this bottle now for weeks And it's hard to sleep And all my days feel like they're slipping out of reach I used to be so filled with fire Over the years I've seen You beating it out of me Now all I seem to be is tired 'Cause living is killing me I'm not who I used to be Lately I've been living like a ghost inside my house Everything I touch is just crashing down Now all the words I try to say get stuck inside my mouth And I can't find a way to punch them out I used to be so filled with fire Over the years I've seen It beating it out of me Now all I seem to be is tired 'Cause living is killing me I'm not who I used to be It's killing me Not who I used to be Used to be so filled with fire I used to be so filled with fire Over the years I've seen It beating it out of me Now all I seem to be is tired 'Cause living is killing me I'm not who I used to be