It started out with a book that I was carrying with me "Love is a Dog from Hell" I guess you didn't see the relevance back then I was a sweaty, tattooed mess. You were like a bull at best But I knew that we wouldn't be doing this again, oh And I knew if I let you go to waste, I'd never forgive myself So I sat back, enjoyed my time Drinking till the morning, laughing with your Dad I knew that his would be the hardest goodbye And I want you to notice And I wish you would care I just wanted to feel like something's there I just want a reaction Yeah something to feel Or a single emotion that seems real I turn with it all in my head As I stumbled 'round the city where your Grandfather died And I got lost in all the alcohol, open skies and antidotes Those good ol' boys could charm me all night And I want you to notice And I wish you would care I just wanted to feel like something's there I just want a reaction Yeah something to feel Or a single emotion that seems real And I was thinking back to that bar in Pensacola I wonder if my name is still written on the wall And I was thinking back, oh, to Hugh and Chelsea Wonder if they're married or still together at all Still together at all And I was thinking back to that bar in Pensacola I wonder if my name is still written on the wall