The day that I knew, I wasn't an artist Just another drunk who could play a guitar Brought it to light, how I say that I'm honest But I've never done a single thing from the heart But I can try to show you how I let you down Oh and it's harder, it's harder now To stay so up when I break you down Oh and it's my fault, my fault now I didn't plan to become narcissistic And never mean a single word that I said But I guess when I poison myself till I get sick It's hard to tell what's real and what's in my head But I can try to show you how I let you down Oh and it's harder, it's harder now To stay so up when I break you down Oh and it's my fault, my fault now Wish I could fall apart, get up and start again It's hard to find a purpose, that I really believe in I've spent so long just wishing to myself Nothing wrong with our love, always leaves me But I can try to show you how I let you down Oh and it's harder, it's harder now To stay so up when I break you down Oh and it's my fault, my fault now