Spent december Curled up With the blinds drawn And a warm cup I couldn't explain it So I won't even try But the light in my eyes has gone cold Honest to god I'm tired of trying so hard to find All of the pieces of me that I lost Somewhere along the line When the spring came I was maxed out Trying to steer two sinking ships With my head in a black cloud I couldn't explain it So I won't even try But the light in my eyes has gone cold Honest to god I'm tired of trying so hard to find All of the pieces of me that I lost somewhere! Somewhere! somewhere! somewhere! I'm just trying to keep my feet on the ground