I've always had the time to wonder Wondering how wonderful you are. Tonight I'm in a waking moment Lying still and broken apart. I've been lying too long. I don't know the truth And I can't tell what's right from wrong. So I'm wondering how I'll spend all this time that I've been given It's been a wonderful life... I'm finally on my feet on a ledge That's closer to the sky than to earth And all of 29 stories is all I hear I think I need a seat. My feet are dangling, the wind screaming in my ears It might be a good day to fly. And even though I'm wondering 'bout how good it is to be alive... It's such a beautiful lie... Look into tomorrow. What will it bring? It's a wonderful life. Will it bring me a present, a savior with wing? It's a beautiful lie. I've come to understand with prismatic clarity What needs to be will be... It comes to light the introspective suit That I am wearing doesn't fit me. Now I'll leave this skin. Maybe now I can begin To understand, I'm hoping I might. And even though I'm wondering how it would've been to be alive... It's such a beautiful lie.