Happens every time
Hollow when I speak it
I don't really think it's right or wrong
Disconnecting all the lines
And every time's too frequent
Just a way to get on
Building walls around
Trauma forged in secret
I can't dismantle what I can't control
When I come crashing down
Will they call it weakness
The only way to get home
Trepidation of the things I can't carry
It's just the weight of love
Contemplating everything I can't bury
When it's time can you pick me up?
Avoiding every eye
'Cause I don't want to see it l
Lose the audience and let me fold
It's been too many times
And now you change the sequence
What's the way to get him home?
I watch the light til it fades
Now tell me more
What's the reason and it's name?
What did you come here for?
Break my heart and my mind
I can cope
It's the one I never met I miss most
Are you real or are you stars?
Will I get to know you?
I can take on countless scars
If I get to hold you too