I'm not fighting back, it's not my first heart attack It seems all my defenses are overrun A table meant for two, seemed most natural with you But lately when they seat me I say, "one" I always drive your car to visit your grandma You look out of the window like a kid She won't be here for long, but judging by this song She'll have lasted longer with you than I did Though I am not your man, sometimes I still pretend Your big brown eyes stare right back at me But I opened up my heart and I'm still in bed alone I'm the closest that alone will get to happy Sometimes you still call, though your picture's on the wall I still can't seem to count you as a friend I won't help you if you're mad I won't find time to chat I will only help the conversation end I can name the date, your outfit and the place When we decided to let our worlds collide If it were up to you, you would throw that away too You don't know what you had and now it's died.