I always look for you Never notice me Living on the edge now, never told my mom how I eat less than I did before Sleeping on a friend's couch, thinking it was my fault Doing things I cannot afford Would love to see the seaside Take an endless train ride All the friends that I have ignore me 'Cause if I didn't call, then who would even listen to me? I always look for you But you don't see me across the room Never notice me I always look for you But you don't see me across the room Never notice me I'm a small catastrophe Always look for you But you don't see me across the room Never notice me I'm a small catastrophe Working on my habits, still a little depressed Never cry when strangers around Slowly losing interest, guys calling me princess L-O-L, I'm laughing out loud Almost losing my mind, healing my inner child Just to fit into society Does their attention mean someone is loving me? I always look for you I always look for you But you don't see me across the room Never notice me I'm a small catastrophe Always look for you But you don't see me across the room Never notice me I'm a small catastrophe I'ma look for you if you look for me Would you notice me shouting hopelessly? I'ma look for you, you don't care 'bout me I'm a, I'm a, I'm a catastrophe I always look for you But you don't see me across the room Never notice me I'm a small catastrophe Always look for you But you don't see me across the room Never notice me I'm a small catastrophe