I want to be deaf, so I can't hear your cries I want to be mute, so you can't hear my lies I want to be blind, so I can't see the worst in me I am anything but what I used to be There's a scar for every tear I've made in my life I'm looking for the next things I will tear apart There's a scar for every tear I've made in my life I'm looking for the ceiling which can hold my weight Where the light won't find me Where the light won't find me Where the light won't find me I could brace a rope's neckless Where the light won't find me I couldn't hide from the Devil's face Better hang myself Where the light won't find me