Feel it. Now you want to talk about respect It's to late when I have the barrel to my head Contemplating life and contemplating death Take a look in the mirror I always settle for less Never felt connected to anything with real meaning Positivity never gave me clarity Wrap the noose around my neck until my heart stops beating I've lost my soul my body's hollowed I'm rotting by day Darkened clouds plague my mind pushing good away Blood drops from the fingertips of the lost Tell my family I was empty living with no cause I've lost my soul my body's hollowed I'm rotting by day Darkened clouds plague my mind pushing good away I'll take my I'll take my I'll take my own life To make this world a better place I choose to sacrifice Darkened days show me the way It's who I am. It's who I've been. I've lost my soul my body's hollowed I'm rotting by day Darkened clouds plague my mind pushing good away Tonight I'll set myself free God willing that I'm still living in pain Dying in pain