One, two, three, four Should I drink Or should I smoke Or should I find more unhealthy ways to cope Should I hurt Or should I cry Or should I write out all of my final goodbyes To all my friends Because they won't be there in the end Should I laugh Or should I smile And tell me darling, will you be here for a while Should I wish for better days Or just try to numb the pain Should I try to teach my heart a simple love Or decide when enough is enough I've had enough I've had enough So save me As blood leaks from my eyes And try to hate me So I can wonder why My demons take me I'll jump off, think I can fly And I'll make me Feel like shit until I die Feel like shit until I die