I cry every time those happy memories resurface
Back when she was with me,
Back when everything was perfect
Dragonflies in my stomach,
When I met her, I was nervous
Now I carry the burden
Of losing my favourite person
It's hard to say goodbye
When you're still in love, damn
It's hard to say goodbye
When you're still in love, but you ain't enough
And you know that you fucked it up
Cause you ain't who you say you was
And now you gotta live with that,
You can't go back, what's done is done
We became the same soul, my secret made her separate
When she felt like giving up, I told her we'd see better days
I wished she believed in me longer, yeah, I wish she stayed
But believing me in the first place was her first mistake
I ain't seen her lately but I pray she's in a better place
Since she ran away, all I pray about is her mental state
She wanted a better life, a type of life I can't obtain
Maybe if it's meant to be, we'll reunite at Heaven's gates
Even after death, isn't that what forever means?
If she still don't want me, there's no way that I can rest in peace
That girl holds the key, the only thing that could set me free
I promised a ring but in the end, I only stole her dreams
Hiding cold emotions, disguising sadness with smiles
Why should we keep fighting in this battle for survival?
Why do I keep trying? I've been living in denial
I can't let her go 'cause on my own, I'm suicidal
I cry every time those happy memories resurface
Back when she was with me,
Back when everything was perfect
Dragonflies in my stomach,
When I met her, I was nervous
Now I carry the burden
Of losing my favourite person
It's hard to say goodbye
When you're still in love, damn
It's hard to say goodbye
When you're still in love, but you ain't enough
And you know that you fucked it up
Cause you ain't who you say you was
And now you gotta live with that,
You can't go back, what's done is done
She ain't got no confidence in who I am, I understand
'Cause all I know about myself is that I'm cursed and fucking sad
When I say I'm crazy, I mean it, my spirit's split in half
Darkness is my destiny, she knows I'm on a psycho path
I could feel the sands of time slipping through my hands
I could feel this cancer in me starting to expand
I've been trying to get myself together but I can't
I should just accept the fact that I don't give a damn
Lately I've been with her in a way,rains, I'm a dead rose
Engraving "a world of my own" somewhere on my headstone
That girl stole my everything, how the fuck could I let go?
That girl stole my everything, how the fuck did I get old?
Funny how the past and present always me
Funny how your scariest nightmares destroys your wildest dreams
I wish that I gave her the same amount of love I received
I wish that I wasn't a stranger but I'm a mystery, we're history
I cry every time those happy memories resurface
Back when she was with me,
Back when everything was perfect
Dragonflies in my stomach,
When I met her, I was nervous
Now I carry the burden
Of losing my favourite person
It's hard to say goodbye
When you're still in love, damn
It's hard to say goodbye
When you're still in love, but you ain't enough
And you know that you fucked it up
Cause you ain't who you say you was
And now you gotta live with that,
You can't go back, what's done is done