Lost connection,
I will never know what's wrong with me
And everybody is always wondering what's wrong with me
Stuck inside my mind,
I can't escape but girl, I wanna leave
She stole my heart, I stole hers too, this shit feel like a robbery
She won't let me go, she won't let me go (uh, yuh)
I'm in handcuffs, I'm arrested,
I'm invested in her love
When she met me, it was heavenly,
Now we both wanna run
We're too attached,
Now we can't break up, I don't know what can be done
I know it's my fault but I will never get that time back
Seconds feel like hours, when I'm fucked up, it's a time lapse
How did I end up losin' every single thing that I had?
I can't hide this depression, it ain't no secret that I'm sad
Paintin' picture, these emotions are so far from beautiful
Dying young, don't give a fuck so don't cry at my funeral
Strange as fuck, I don't fit in, they said that I am unusual
She's not the same girl that I met, she's someone that I used to know
Can't get my life right, can't get my life right
I can't get my mind right, I can't get my mind right
My heart exploded, dynamite, I'll see you in the afterlife
I'm off the Xanax day and night, I think it's time to say goodbye
Shorty leave me alone, I ain't got no time to talk
You think that you're in control but I'm tellin' you you're not
I don't even feel alive, it's like my energy is shot
How could I love you if you keep telling me to stop?
I need help but no one answers
By myself, I never matter
I can't help but repeat patterns
Since we met, before and after
Late nights, overthinkin' everything I did
I'm ashamed 'cause in the end I lived a life of sin
Happiness is nothing more than just a lie, a myth
But I can't lie, I decided to try and try again
I came into this world with nothing and I leave with empty hands
I have to much thoughts at one time, I can never just relax
I hold too much trauma and there's no way to forget my past
Yeah, there ain't no way to forget my past
Lost connection,
I will never know what's wrong with me
And everybody is always wondering what's wrong with me
Stuck inside my mind,
I can't escape but girl, I wanna leave
She stole my heart, I stole hers too, this shit feel like a robbery
She won't let me go, she won't let me go (uh, yuh)
I'm in handcuffs, I'm arrested,
I'm invested in her love
When she met me, it was heavenly,
Now we both wanna run
We're too attached,
Now we can't break up, I don't know what can be done