Yeah, oh this that feeling where you know that you ain't got shit left
Don't know which choice that I should make
It's either life or death (ooh)
Overthinkin', overthinkin',
Yeah I'm always stressed (ooh)
I don't fit in in this world,
How come we don't connect?
I ain't hung up on the past, I'm adaptin' to the present
Double cup, I'm always sad, I just want to be accepted
If it's one thing I learned, it's to expect the unexpected
I thought I found true love but in the end I was rejected
How many tears do I have left? How many years do I have left?
Livin' in fear until I'm dead, my pain is severe, ion get no rest
I know I'll never be normal or good enough,
Misunderstood but I really been trying my best
Memories on me,
I know she don't want me but that doesn't mean that I want it to end
Honestly, these circumstances change my life and made me hurt
I jump inside the Aston Martin, smoke a pound then make it skrrt
Monsters in me, goons and goblins, fuck, this depression's a curse
I'm dealing with too many problems, not too many have it works
Can I feel love or cannot?
Can't lie, I feel like dying
Tonight, I'm sick of trying
Goodbye, I'm in a crisis
Never accepted, I can't accept it
I'm always rejected
Yeah, oh this that feeling where you know that you ain't got shit left
Don't know which choice that I should make,
It's either life or death (ooh)
Overthinkin', overthinkin', yeah I'm always stressed (ooh)
I don't fit in in this world, how come we don't connect?
Poppin' these percs when I'm sad as fuck
And ain't none of this shit ever adding up
Feel like I'm fucking the game up, I ran it up
But I slowed my life down with the double cup
I sleep in the day, I don't wake in the AM
I live my life in a mess like I'm Jason
Tried turnin' to God but I only found Satan
Fuck it, I guess it's the world I created (yeah)
Now I know I didn't lose her, ain't no right move
But now I know I'll never win 'cause love's a typhoon
I catch feelings way too fast like I'm in high school
My heart is broken, can't believe I'm losing my cool
Oh this that feeling where you know that you ain't got shit left
Don't know which choice that I should make, it's either life or death
(Ooh)
Overthinkin', overthinkin', yeah I'm always stressed (ooh)
I don't fit in in this world, how come we don't connect?