I've watched this sun rise about a thousand times I've watched this moon go against me and turn rapidly into night Quick glances at the sea of stars a breath of realization of how small we really are I've been gazing questioning and repeating My weekends come around fast but never stay long Still I'm sitting here with my eyes on the distraction I keep creating ideas in my mind and that's all they will ever be So I'll count these numbers over and over again I'll read this message until I understand I'm somewhere I never wanted to be Lately I have grasped nothing I know I'm alive I'm just not sure at times if I'm living, living Maybe it's just me Maybe I am going crazy because I swear I've written this all down before Under these same fucking stars Time heals all Time heals all