After everything, the last thing i thought i'd hear was i love you
But, i guess it never mattered to you like it did to me
I'm sorry
I'm the worst
And god i know that
Cause by now i realize
The reason it all ends bad
Cause i keep breaking
And you couldn't take it
So i just lay down in my bed
And dream we made it
And there's so much more that i had planned
And now i sit alone with shakey hands
Disregard all the blood i bled
I wish that you were here instead
I thought that you'd be here to hold me
I remember all the words you told me
You'd never leave like this
I couldn't prepare for all the things i'd miss
The medicine, my lungs turned black
Eight letters i won't hear back
Couple pills, i can't relax
It's so fun when shit gets bad
The medicine, my lungs turned black
Eight letters i won't hear back
Couple pills, i can't relax
It's so fun when shit gets bad
The medicine, my lungs turned black
Eight letters i won't hear back
Couple pills, i can't relax
It's so fun when shit gets bad
Medicine, my lungs turned black
I know you're not too sad
Left a knife in my back
I ruined everything we had
I'd run away before you don't want to
If i get close i know that i'll hurt you
Run away before you don't want to
If i get close i know that i'll
Hurt you
The medicine, my lungs turned black
Eight letters i won't hear back
Couple pills, i can't relax
It's so fun when shit gets bad
The medicine, my lungs turned black
Eight letters i won't hear back
Couple pills, i can't relax
It's so fun when shit gets bad
Okay, alright
I like when i feel numb
I don't know what to feel like
Okay, alright
I'll fool myself into every pretty lie
I don't wanna fall in love and fall apart again
I don't know if i'm okay enough
So i keep taking medicine
To give my head a rest
But what did i expect
(What did i expect)
The medicine, my lungs turned black
Eight letters i won't hear back
Couple pills, i can't relax
It's so fun when shit gets bad
The medicine, my lungs turned black
Eight letters i won't hear back
Couple pills, i can't relax
It's so fun when shit gets bad
And someday soon
Your eyes will light up the whole damn room
When you mention someone else
Like they did
When i was your everything
I fell in love and fell apart again
I can't keep taking medicine
To give my head a rest
But what did i expect