You made me feel nauseous
I keep getting sick
Can't remember where it started
Can't forget all that you did to me
You tasted so bittersweet
I still see you every time I sleep
I gave you every part of me, I bet you couldn't tell
I fall in love with narcissists, don't care about myself
I just go through sedatives, keep fucking up my health
What's the point of Heaven? I already live in Hell
It's not getting easier, I'll lie and say it is
I gave up on getting better, it's just the way it is
I've been feeling numb ever since I was a kid
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna try and live
It's not getting easier, I'll lie and say it is
I gave up on getting better, it's just the way it is
I've been feeling numb ever since I was a kid
I don't wanna die but I don't wanna try and live
I said that I loved you (Save me)
I gave you the blood from my skin
I tried everything, admit it
It's hard but I did
You left me too damaged
This time it won't fix
I'm calling for you, are you with someone else?
The pics on my phone are nowhere to be found
Would it surprise you if I took myself?
I might just die here when no one's around
But I made a choice that I regret
Stomp out the house from what I said
Now it's too late to apologize
Fumbled my words, I guess this is goodbye
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I wish I did better, thinking all the time
But it's whatever, see you in the next life
I'm trying to forget her, but God it feels impossible
Now she's just a number floating in my phone
I wish I did better, thinking all the time
I don't make any sense and it makes me wanna cry
But I look like I'm stupid and she say that it's fine
Girl you're pretty funny, tell another lie, woah