We decorate the house alone now at Christmastime And "family" is such a strange word to come out your mouth If you're the one who declined Summers in Texas seem hotter than hell But, it's not much better here And I wanna get out of the South But, I don't have anyone to leave It's hard to be something you're not I know it's hard to be something you're not It's hard to be something you're not I know it's hard I like who I am but not what I do Which is think about you all the time I remove - PRODUCT Review - SELF What did I find? What did I find? A moming in mourning that who you were Is not what you want to be "The smell of bread and suddenly I grow hungry" It's hard to be something you're not I know it's hard to be something you're not It's hard to be something you're not I know it's hard It's hard to be something you're not I know it's hard to be something you're not I know it's hard to be something you're not I know it's hard to be something you're not I know it's hard I know it's hard Sometimes I'll drive past your house at night Just to feel it