Yeah, I trusted you, it's complicated
But I'm fine
I just took like 3 grams, put it on my mind
If you add it up all the time
Wonder how many years I spent online?
Be patient, just breathe in
I don't know why I would ever wanna be them
Oh, I got sick of waking up at 3p.m
Used to spend all of my time just daydreamin'
Holdin' my hands back, sayin' "I can't embrace it"
Sayin' "I can't escape it"
Around my room pacin'
Hold my hand up, I have a question
Who wants to tell me, what the hell happened?
(Trees overhead block out the sky)
(Leaves under my feet crush likе pine)
(Spirits collect on the sidеlines)
(Feels weird but I can't decide why)
"It's alright, it's all fine"
I say for the hundredth time and it's a real thin line
Between I go and I didn't, why?
It's alright, it's all fine
But we both know that's a fucking lie
Walkin' down the street with blood shot eyes
I'ma be this way 'til I fucking die
I can't go to sleep, bitch I'm racin' time
Falling behind, I can't catch up
Don't know why I try just to feel stuck
She said "I'm always high" Yeah, so what?
So what? I give no fucks
Used to have a heart, now it's just dust (just dust)
Used to have friends, but they switched up (switched up)
I can see it all now
I can't trust a soul, this world is frozen cold
So I stay on my own
I know I'll die alone anyway
Holdin' my hands back, sayin' "I can't embrace it"
Sayin' "I can't escape it"
Around my room pacin'
Hold my hand up, I have a question
Who wants to tell me, what the hell happened?
(What the hell happened?)