Where am I? I don't remember I can't recall any December I feel like I'm getting bad again ♪ Standing on the other door side I don't wanna cry But I can't recall a time where I could just stop the feeling I could not cry Maybe I just grew up different When I felt so small Maybe I'm just indifferent The one who no one calls Where am I? I don't remember I can't recall any December I feel like I'm getting bad again I feel like I'm getting bad again ♪ Pouring rain and driving down the highway Is the only time I feel alive My favorite movie playing I realized I was Charlie the whole time I've always been afraid of leaving all I've ever known I don't think I'm very good at being alone ♪ The TV's always on but I don't listen Instead of going out now I just stay in I'm sorry that I never pay attention The TV's always on but I don't listen Instead of going out now I just stay in I'm sorry that I never pay attention The TV's always on but I don't listen Instead of going out now I just stay in I'm sorry that I never pay attention (I feel like I'm getting bad again) (I feel like I'm getting bad again) The TV's always on but I don't listen Instead of going out now I just stay in I'm sorry that I never payed attention