Losing track of if time, drowning in my mind
Obsession, repetition, I don't know what is right
What is right, what is right
What is right
Yeah
Sometimes I wish I'd go back to when I was still a kid
I reminisce on days in the past when we all played and hid
Our conversations there's something different I can admit
Yeah, nothing feels the same it don't hit me now like the way it did
It's hard to tell but I haven't been feelin' well
I been anxious to the core, and I need to get out my shell
Never been this overwhelmed it's like my mind is a cell
I'm imprisoned with my demon's, they're beating down on my health
Yeah, these days I just stay locked inside of my house
And these days I just been tryna figure this out
Hold me down, feelin' like I've been losing myself right now
I been tryna make you proud but my confidence in the ground
Damn
Sleeping with all my pain that I should forget
Lay in bed late at night as I wallow in my regrets
They told me that life gets easy and I won't be depressed
But it's been feeling so much harder with the older I get
Yeah
Losing track of if time, drowning in my mind
Obsession, repetition, I don't know what is right
What is right, what is right
What is right
I often wonder what I'll think when I'm looking back on my past
10 years from now, maybe then all is good and I'll laugh
I just pray that it don't crash, and everything turns to ash
Have I wasted all this time just tryna be living fast
I'm in a bad phase, I'm tryna get out of this state
And I don't wanna let nobody down, can any relate
To all the words that I've been saying or the weight on my plate
I'm staring straight into the mirror tryna question my fate
I give it all that I got, with every piece of my soul
And I've been tryna make it out, I've fallen deep in this hole
I'm feelin' torn, all alone, walking this road is cold
So many thoughts I have are negative, I'm losing control
What is my purpose in life? What am I destined to do
Ain't nothing looking clear to me my fear has messed with my view
It's hard to gaze, think my happiness got right up and then parted ways
Now what am I to do when it's only me in my darkest days
Losing track of if time, drowning in my mind
Obsession, repetition, I don't know what is right
What is right, what is right
What is right
Don't let me fall
In the thorns