Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined Heart aching, need a break on the inside Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind All alone, lord knows what it feels like Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined Heart aching, need a break on the inside Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind All alone, lord knows what it feels like Yeah, I wear my pain like a worn coat Tattered soul, pockets filled with a fool's hope Sleeves cover up my scars, got a few of those And lately I'm just hoping that I never lose control Trauma drifts behind my back tryna reconcile She sweet-talking with my past, feel the pressure pile And I don't wanna look down, so I fake a smile To heal up this broken heart might take awhile Feel like a lost soul, I'm at a crossroad It's hard when the path you're walking on is not known I need a sign now, I'm looking out, can God show These burdens getting so heavy now on my own Yeah, used to love myself, and now I'm someone else It's getting dark up on my side Now the pain is dealt and I just hate myself I'm overdosing on this love until I die Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined Heart aching, need a break on the inside Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind All alone, lord knows what it feels like Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined Heart aching, need a break on the inside Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind All alone, lord knows what it feels like In a tug-of-war with my doubt I only see the lows lately, ain't no highs now And when it's light out I stay in my house My head spinning on the daily wanna lie down And sweet things end up stinging, oh I know too well On the surface looking fine but I'm close to hell I'm not the person that I was just a broken shell Alone, I fell, yeah maybe I'm supposed to dwell Yeah, and where did I go? There ain't a sign shown All my fears come alive when my eyes closed I don't think I really know what my worth is Still out here on a search for my purpose Yeah, used to love myself, and now I'm someone else It's getting dark up on my side Now the pain is dealt and I just hate myself I'm overdosing on this love until I die Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined Heart aching, need a break on the inside Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind All alone, lord knows what it feels like Maybe I belong with pain like we're entwined Heart aching, need a break on the inside Couple drinks maybe change what's in my mind All alone, lord knows what it feels like