It's happening again
I'm losing everything I cared about
Even though they are still around me
I'm describing this
Among the hate and hurt
Cause it the moment
It could seem like there is nothing worse
I've got words
On paper but solutions, I could never learn
No one's ever seen me at my very worst
No ones ever asked me how I'm doing like there checking in
Maybe I'm the one to blame
When I think about it I don't do it either
Guess it works both ways
Now I see it how I should have seen it
What I could have done
Told you how I really felt
I wonder if it would've helped
If you told me now what you told me then
All the things you wanted to get out
When you were in pain
Betting on my life I wouldn't feel the same
I know what you really want to say
Do you wish that everything was different
I don't feel the same
Wishing I could look past
What I lost and never stayed
Now I'm living in between trying to figure out this pain
I'm reminded why I stay inside
I don't wanna leave
They're telling me I need to work on it
I'll take the leap
But It's difficult when all you see is bad in everything
Yeah how can I show love
When that word to me stings
And how can I be loved
When the person I think that I am
Is really how they see me
Most days I don't want to be me
False hope
Living that way, for the most part, no it's never easy
I need a reason to care
I need a reason to care
Without it, I'm lost in the mirror
I'm just a lost interference
I need a reason to care
Give me a reason to care
I need a reason to wake up -
That's more just selling a record to them
I need a reason to care
I need a reason to care
Without it, I'm lost in the mirror
I'm just a lost interference
I need a reason to care
Give me a reason to care
I need a reason to wake up -
That's more just selling a record to them
Nothing has just changed
Just dreams made real
And it feels how it did when I started this
Something so small
Might be a big deal
Cause I know what we had and I know what I happening
Mind playing tricks got to step back
Take a look at everything that we built from scratch
Scared that it'll never be enough
What I have and what I am
Do they really understand
Will it ever make sense
When there is much sense to be made of this
People come and go
But the music always stick
Wishing we could talk
But it has been a while
Trying to figure out what is wrong
When it's been a couple of years
Since we last spoke
Feeling like a whole new man that you don't know
You tell me that you care so much but you don't show it
What are you trying to do to me
Feels like I'm losing it
I don't want to do this again
So truthfully
I don't want to care today
I've been thinking lately
What I've been afraid to say
What if all of this was never meant to stay
And everything I'm feeling now?
Will follow me to the grave
I don't fully understand what I've been feeling today
I'm dealing with it alone and that's my biggest mistake
We all struggle, doesn't matter who you are we're the same
Overtime its all blur and its beginning to fade, why
I need a reason to care
I need a reason to care
Without it, I'm lost in the mirror
I'm just a lost interference
I need a reason to care
Give me a reason to care
I need a reason to wake up -
That's more just selling a record to them
I need a reason to care
I need a reason to care
Without it, I'm lost in the mirror
I'm just a lost interference
I need a reason to care
Give me a reason to care
I need a reason to wake up -
That's more just selling a record to them