Hit me where it hurts
Always tryna burn me down
Cut me with your words
Why you, why you gotta hurt me
Whispering the hate
Always tryna break me down
Nothing left to take
Why you, why you gotta hurt me
You're so difficult to talk to
Things I wanna tell you but I can't feel I lost you
I hope you're doin' better
'Cause I know you had exhaustion
Life wasn't easy for you
I know it and I'm sorry
I hope you understand that we struggled
We had out problems too
I was living life wanting to end it soon
All of my thoughts and feelings I have
I'm not proud to say that they're filled with doom
Got a feeling of hating all of my roots
I don't know what kept me me going but I'm glad it did
At 17 thinking 21 was out of reach
All of my thoughts and multitask just let me be
Growing pains, they grow bigger now I'm feeling weak
Every day I'm losing meaning
I don't feel the beat
Slowly fading, I'm falling out of the galaxy
And all I ever wanted was a little peace
I don't want to think about the place
That I wasn't allowed to leave
No, but I do on the daily
It's horrible
Let me borrow smiles 'cause my job
It requires 'em
No one wants to hire what I am
I don't show them
Sad trying to figure things out I'm not sure of
Mad, I never know why I'm sad anymore
Look, most days are tough days its so real
My pain is just that
It's my deal
Made it on my own, I don't need your seal of approval
Where were you when life was so brutal
I gave it everything 'cause I needed to pull through
And I know that I'm not perfect
I'm trying to move on to better things
Why does it feel like you're drowning my whole existence
If you took a moment to listen
And you now that I've been doing this for you, yeah
Am I the crazy one holding onto things that could come
We could never make the time up that we lost
Crying our eyes out but I never give up trying
Never
Hit me where it hurts
Always tryna burn me down
Cut me with your words
Why you, why you gotta hurt me
Whispering the hate
Always tryna break me down
Nothing left to take
Why you, why you gotta hurt me
Tell me I'm the problem it's always been the case
And you and I
We're not for certain 'cause we've never been the same
You don't ask me why I'm hurting
Why my life has bee a burden
I just walk around disturbing all the silence in my head
It's so dangerous when I'm thinking
'Cause my thoughts they want me dead, right?
You have no idea what I'm dealing with or dealt with
For you it's all the same
As long as you can sleep at night
For the rest if us we struggle tryin' to figure out
Why?
All my life I've been running I never took a break
And I hate everything bout me every single day
So I've been looking for a reason
I don't wanna say
It's getting harder every morning to get out of bed, now
I've got music I been using it to make amends
But I don't feel like its been working
'Cause the truth that hurts us
I don't wanna keep this going
I'm a different person
I've been fighting every demon but they're still emerging
Go on and tell me that I'm not good enough
And then wonder why we could never stay in touch
But how could you tell me that I'm not good enough?
When I've given everything tryin' to build this up
I'm learning never to expect so I'm not disappointed
Why when whenever things are working they'll end up broken
I know I didn't end up being what you wanted
You always liked to remind me that I was never focused
Now funny enough it all comes into focus
Long nights and never knowing what my future's holding
Yeah I know that I've got my problems
Have my head down trying to figure out this moment
Another bad day whenever I think it's over
Right now I'm someone
I don't even want to keep in touch with
Makes it harder to build any sort of real attachment
I don't believe you when you say that you love me
Hit me where it hurts
Always tryna burn me down
Cut me with your words
Why you, why you gotta hurt me
Whispering the hate
Always tryna break me down
Nothing left to take
Why you, why you gotta hurt me