Spent last night watching flies crawl
Hearing TV static down a dark hall
Keep my secrets in bag, in the back, buried
Razorblade choke chain and I'm breathing heavy
Hail Mary, I have sinned again
I've been tryna cut off all my demons but we're friends again
Hangman, swinging at the end of my rope
I'm only numb for the moment cause I doubled the dose
Troubled waters sinking my boat
Face above the waves but I can't float
I been California dreaming every time my eyes close
Sleep is for the weak God I wanna sleep for a week though
Drugs in my veins I got lead bones
Paradise on the edge of my vision, I can't get close
I'm addicted to a kind of madness
Chasing white rabbits
Metal to my temple habit
And I've been driving all night just riding on a whiskey high
Cigarettes after sex in my car help to clear my mind
I have so many thoughts, but they get dangerous after dark
Softly, haunting, like
Bad dreams and melodies
Inside there's a quiet riot, hush hush
Silence right before the violence, hush hush
Countdown till I'm facedown, lying on the carpet
Lights out
Undermedicated
I keep my other side locked up in the basement
Bitch I bite back, do you really wanna see it?
Jekyll when I'm fine, but I can't Hyde what's underneath
I'm vicious every time show my teeth
Yeah I spent last night watching flies crawl
Hearing TV static down a dark hall
Keep my secrets in a bag in the back, buried
Razorblade choke chain and I'm breathing heavy
The only thing louder than my head is my stereo
Swan Song screaming out the radio
I'm a bottle of Everclear away to dismantle me
It's a Malatov birthday, light the candle and set me free
And I've been driving all night just riding on a whiskey high
Cigarettes after sex in my car help to clear my mind
I have so many thoughts, but they get dangerous after dark
Softly, haunting, like
Bad dreams and melodies