I smile so you don't see the way I really feel inside
I'm smiling while I'm dying just so you can feel alive right now
Got a lot of shit on my mind right now
I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe
So I smile baby
I smile
Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you
So I smile baby
I smile
Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you
I don't know if you know that I'm hurting inside
I have an issue with trust
You say that you love me but I think your word is a lie
That's why I switch the discussion
You always asking me what's on my mind I reply that's a sensitive subject
I'd rather just smile while I'm getting this money
I'm pulling solo where they say I can't go
It's just me and my weapon
I done seen everything but an angel
Nigga so believe me I'm ready
What you know about dying inside but don't show it cause you don't like when people stressing
So you just smile
All the time tryna hide this PTSD and depression
I'm Fed Up!
Sick of people saying keep your head up
Its the same fucking answer every time you say something
So I just don't say nothing no more
Yall done made me hate love for real
I can't deal with fake love no more
Yeah Yeah
Sometimes I gotta smile just to keep from crying
My people dying daily drives me crazy when they leave without me
Even though there's a deeper problem
I just don't wanna speak about em
Born alone Die alone
Before you go everybody need somebody!
I smile so you don't see the way I really feel inside
I'm smiling while I'm dying just so you can feel alive right now
Got a lot of shit on my mind right now
I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe
So I smile baby
I smile
Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you
So I smile baby
I smile
Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you
You know like I know this hurt lives inside me
Times I wanna cry but I got way to much to smile bout
The truth ain't good at hide and seek somehow I'm always finding out
The people closest to me ain't for me so friendships dying out
I'm dying internally
My emotions are hurting me
This is for all the times you lied to me and you deserted me
I try to be the better man but it only gets worse for me
I do wanna believe in something but it ain't a church for me
My anxiety makes me panic
You wouldn't understand it
I hear voices in my head but ain't nobody in the room
Having trouble tryna manage these thoughts it feels like I'm scrambling
I can never find and answer nor a clue
They say you can't pour from an empty cup
So you try to drink the pain away it ain't enough
We all notice this shit plain as day you ain't hiding
I just want you to be happy but you hate smiling
Yeah Yeah
I smile so you don't see the way I really feel inside
I'm smiling while I'm dying just so you can feel alive right now
Got a lot of shit on my mind right now
I ain't tryna fuck up the vibe
So I smile baby
I smile
Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you
So I smile baby
I smile
Even though I'm going through it this pain don't belong to you