I hardly don't remember it
It's hidden in my mind
It's hidden in some photographs
It's been hidden for a while
I was pushed down in the sofa
I was pushed down on the floor
My illness with it's claws around me
Couldn't crawl to the door
Don't look at me
I'm not a freak, no victim
Don't want no one to pity me
Don't seen as weak
They say I lived
I survived
But I died, yeah
A long time ago
They say before you die
You feel the most alive
Well, fuck that
I'm here now
They say I lived
I survived
But I died, yeah
A long time ago
They say before you die
You feel the most alive
Well, fuck that
I'm here now
I'm tougher, I'm stronger
Only mellow and high
I'm a beast, I'm a queen
And I was not meant to die
I'm tougher, I'm stronger
Only mellow and high
I'm a beast, I'm a queen
And I was not meant to die
If you think that I lay here
Cause I've given up
Well, you couldn't be more wrong
So shut the fuck up
Try to break me down
And fuck me up
Just watch me
Try to break me down
And fuck me up
Just watch me rise
Watch me rise
They say I lived
I survived
But I died, yeah
A long time ago
They say before you die
You feel the most alive
Well, fuck that
I'm here now
I'm tougher, I'm stronger
Only mellow and high
I'm a beast, I'm a queen
And I was not meant to die
Yeah, I'm tougher, I'm stronger
Only mellow and high
I'm a beast, I'm a queen
And I was not meant to die
I'm tougher, I'm stronger
Only mellow and high
I'm a beast, I'm a queen
And I was not meant to die
I'm tougher, I'm stronger
Only mellow and high
I'm a beast, I'm a queen
And I was not meant to die
I'm tougher, (tougher)
I'm stronger, (stronger)
Only mellow (only mellow)
And high (and high)
I'm a beast, I'm a beast
I'm a queen, I'm a queen
And I was not (was not)
Meant to (meant to)
Die
And I was not
And I was not
And I was not
And I was not (was not)
Meant to (meant to)
Die