Feelings I just can't express except inside my songs
I knew way before you left you wasn't riding long
Instead of dealing with the stress of being right and wrong
I just put my very best into this microphone
Nobody said that it would be easy
Nobody said that it'd be hard either
They say I'm leading and the people need me
You can't find peace because your heart is evil
The knocking I can't let him in, using my weaknesses to tempt me
Tried to tell me I could never win, yeah
You was speaking it against me
Yeah yeah
But can't take a loss
Only L I took was lessons that I learned from
Niggas paying for respect, I had to earn mine
Say these niggas paying for a vette I had to earn one
I can't help but wonder how they looking at me now from the outside
Even if I'm somewhere in the crowd I'mma outshine
Say Im nowhere close to perfect, gotta do some healing
Baby I been hurting I'm not used to feeling
And baby I've been searching trying to find me
Baby I been searching not knowing Im in it
You feel like I'm worth it now, it's perfect timing
They don't think I'm hurting they don't see me crying
Like I'm someone different they don't know her
Feel like I deserve it fell in love with diamonds
Feelings I just can't express except inside my songs
I knew way before you left you wasn't riding long
Instead of dealing with the stress of being right and wrong
I just put my very best into this microphone
Nobody said that it would be easy
Nobody said that it'd be hard either
They say I'm leading and the people need me
You can't find peace because your heart is evil