Trynna keep my head up
I'll be, fed up swimming
Drowning, pulling me under
If I don't have a place in your heart
Baby tell me where do I go
Cause I don't wanna stay in the dark
And I'm so tired of being alone
Dreaming, screaming, calling your name
It's like I can't even blame you for all the pain you caused me
Guess I'm stuck inside the ways that my momma showed me
Trynna heal my heart, I'm falling slowly
I think I'm giving up
Giving it up, throw in the towel
Missing your love, want it for hours
They can't even tell that I'm hurting on the outside
You can't even tell I'll be drowning if you leave me
Had to take my heart and let it burn like a CD
Mhm, leave me in ashes
Fair enough, swear your love is all I'm asking
You know that I'm nothing like nobody else
So tell me why you treat me like I'm them
Tell me why you hurting me again
Yeah
All these thoughts stuck inside my mind
Can't help but wonder
Wave tides crashing take me under
Taking blow after blow, hit like thunder
If you don't know then I don't know what you run for
Now you got me bleeding, baby don't leave me
I've been drowning in the pain, I ain't breathing
Yeah yeah
Trynna keep my head up
I'll be, fed up swimming
Drowning, pulling me under
If I don't have a place in your heart
Baby tell me where do I go
Cause I don't wanna stay in the dark
And I'm so tired of being alone
Dreaming, screaming, calling your name
It's like I can't even blame you for all the pain you caused me
Guess I'm stuck inside the ways that my momma showed me
Trynna heal my heart, I'm falling slowly
I think I'm giving up