If we met up one day in heaven could you forgive me Wouldn't blame you if you couldn't cause I can't either anymore I still remember that cold winter morning I still remember your stomach turning Empty bars And the sound of cars Are the only things that sing me to sleep Haunted now by the way things turned out Watch the years take their toll on me Gonna live for you now Cause why should I waste two lives Guess I owe it to you I gotta get up and go Gotta grow up and stride yeah It don't feel right to you to be happy I owe it to myself I know I must be happy Empty bars And the sound of cars Are the only things that sing me to sleep Haunted now by the way things turned out Watch the years take their toll on me And if I leave this all behind This nowhere that's sucking like a leech on the back of my spine Can I stand up straight, can I shed the weight And be the man who I ought to be? We all, we all come from nothing and nowhere Wasting our time Wasting our lives We all, we all come from nothing and nowhere Wasting our time, just a means to an end We don't, we don't give up so easy Here in Nowhere, where nothing will end So what if St. Catherine's fell? I can still hear the sound of the bell And that grass on her grave is here to stay Here in Nowhere, where nothing will end