There's still so much more to discuss And So much more to learn So much more to discover one day after another Such better days to earn But the overlords still have control And it's weakened so much of my soul It's like I'm always around new company And time has changed so much of me But I'm actually okay I'm still low on gas and the prices are rising And at this point I shouldn't find it surprising Applications for days and no cure for cancer And they tell me a real job is still the right answer Believe in a genre, Believe in a scene But it seems nobody is believing in me The apathy here will always amaze me And I'm starting to believe that I'm actually crazy But I'm actually okay Despite all the systems working against me I might end up okay 'Cause these lyrics and notes are who I am