You know I always fall down when the world stops turning They say it hurts at first but it just keeps hurting And life don't come without guarantees You can't be certain of all the certainties It's all just chaos and complexities But where do the rules say I can't be happy? Goddammit, goddammit, this didn't go at all like I planned it Goddammit, goddammit, this didn't go at all like I planned it I know at times I play my part, I couldn't get my feet to start Goddammit, Goddammit! The daily grind it puts me in distress And I can't seem to find a way out of my own mess Just another bad habit that I have to buck A means of escape when life starts to suck My brain goes in circles, my heart runs amok All things considered, I still don't give a fuck Goddammit, goddammit, this didn't go at all like I planned it Goddammit, goddammit, this didn't go at all like I planned it I know at times I play my part, I couldn't get my feet to start Goddammit, Goddammit! Day after day, I wash my concerns away Just trying to forget, but I let myself down and it hasn't gotten better yet Goddammit, goddammit, this didn't go at all like I planned it Goddammit, goddammit, this didn't go at all like I planned it FUCK! I was under the impression that I made the right decision Now I'm under the assumption it's a suicide mission And I know for certain it's not just me I'm not some emotional anomaly It doesn't make it better, I just worry And I still don't understand why I can't be happy! Goddammit, goddammit, this didn't go at all like I planned it Goddammit, goddammit, this didn't go at all like I planned it I know at times I play my part, I couldn't get my feet to start Goddammit, Goddammit! You know it's not all right It's not all right It's not all right It's not all right But I'll be okay So please be okay