I told you about the drive Car engine screaming the whole time You smoked a cigarette you said You didn't want to die, just feel like it I'm gonna die at a hospital on Long Island My head is buzzing The alcohol is humming It would be easy but I Don't forgive you I don't even know why I drag my feet like stones My eyes are closed, my fists are closed And I don't know why I'm gonna die at a hospital on Long Island I see the peak Under my drink I saw the cliff While we were talking Our time was rotten You smoked a cigarette you said You didn't want to die just feel like it I'm gonna die at a hospital on Long Island You were like a drug I couldn't sleep You were like a drug I couldn't keep You didn't hear me out When I was screaming loud