Im trying to wrap my head around this Its too dark to see the light I've never... given thought to a life, without you here by my side. Everything made sense, how to face the world and give it all we had Counting the days, I can't remember How long it has been since I've seen your face I can only hope you found what saved you From all the heartache and pain I've never given thought to a life, without you here by my side. Everything made sense, how to face the world and give it all we had I feel so numb... how long has it been. it feels like forever... I can't face the light.I don't want to face the light. I know you're gone and I can't change that I know it's time.I know its time to allow myself to feel... It's time to feel the warmth in my heart What were the last words I said, .I can't even remember... did I tell you I loved you Maybe if I scream loud enough you will hear me,.can you hear me? The smile on my face can't fill my empty heart... Hold your breath. Count to three... (Hold your breath, count to three. Take me hand I can feel it too) Im screaming my lungs out, oh God how Ive missed you. Thank you for making me feel alive (There's a place better than here. Close your eyes it will all be over soon) Oh god i've missed you... What were the last words that I said... I can't remember You were my closest friend and I thank you. Thank you for making me feel alive. I am screaming can you hear me Hold your breath count to three (Hold you breath, count to three. Take my hand I can feel it too) What were the last words i said It's forever (There's a place better than here. Close your eyes it will all be over soon) Oh god I've missed you