Call me faceless, November suppresses my vitality I grow grim, at comfort in the challenger deep I have withdrawn from this life as it hangs over me. I am tangled in this notion of being "all right." This ghost haunts me. I see it in the light and behind my eyes. I hope to find closure on the voyage setting sail. To put an end to this once and for all. To my back an ocean miles between (Who I am and what I know) I'm fading away I'm trapped in a maze of things I could have done. Why can't I see the distance is killing me. I want my life back, my happiness restored I wish I recognized the pain I felt before. It is too late. I can't go back and undo the mistakes The connection I have to the person that I use to be Obsession is the only structure to the void I feel. From hell's heart I will fight. For hate's sake I will spit my last breath "Thus, I give up the spear!" Let go why can't I let it go All I see is white regardless of the shipwreck around me. I want my life back, my happiness restored I wish I recognized the pain I felt before. It is too late. I can't go back and undo the mistakes I can't let this drown me. Find the strength to let the rope go. Happiness isn't written on any map. True places never are.