Let's get started with some excuses: it hadn't been the easiest week, the easiest night We'd been so excited, told all our friends to come out, looked forward to seeing them there Somewhere we never thought we'd ever be Quickly we learned what we'd been told was so wrong 'Nothing we can do, who even are you?' All we wanted was to play our songs so loud, those last few weeks had been our best Never going to recover from that blow to our confidence, masked it with anger Reach for a bottle, reach for another it's all we've got to show from this night As the night wore on, more of me had gone, scallywag spirit for the first time in a good long time Still spilling from pint glasses, in everybody's face for the first time in a good long time I never meant to do that, went way too far, my stomach dropped right out, when I realised what I'd done